masturbation with nature and time

052607. 430a. the time iv waited for more than a year is here at last.though i didn't originally plan it as a solo adventure. the idea was conceived with friends which by so doing led me to this date. i should have learned earlier...

it was actually masturbation with nature and time.

to be continued...

finally.. on my way to lil baguio

long have i waited for this trip. long have i daydreamed of a day with my queen mother nature, or at least a good half of it since iv to leave the place after lunchtime to get on the last trip that would take me back to my present world. to those who know my lil secret bout the princess story please hold on to it and guard it with your life coz it'l be a disaster if the world knows! the rain may not stop pouring for a week.. don't worry though coz it'l be just a teenyweenyrain. the kind that knows the sorrow of people who feels it.

honestly, i don't know much what to expect about the trip. i was a happy person when i made up my plan to go up there alone. today is another me. sad. frozen. i wonder what lies ahead of tomorrow... the last time i spent time alone with myself was mondays at Tijuana with only my pen, notepad, beer, and relatively nice songs played by the band. sometimes i get so crazy about some songs. they make me sad all the time, even alternative and rock music could get me into a lot of good crying.

about tomorrow...

i hope i get to take a good seat during the long ride... i hope i get to bring enough of everything and that would include food, batteries for the gadgets, memories, active mind, prayers, and smiles.

tomorrow i'll be...